This Is Jake's Life

I’ve been really been doing good on this excercinsg thing. Today was the first time in awhile where I really felt like I had a really good run. By the time summer is done, I expect to loose 20lbs and be back in shape. I can’t wait man. I’m also looking to change my major to Child Development and Minor in Pyscology. :) I can’t wait for next semester! :)

Obviously, we come from two different worlds. You need to worry and do things right away, I don’t have too. But don’t get it twisted that I don’t know what I’m doing and I know my goals. Again your trying get me doing things your way.

You know, everybody goes through that “Oh man, it’s that Real” moment….Mine just happened. I know what I want to do in life, and I’m going to start doing it. I guess it’s time to stop partying so much and start focusing on my own life, like yeah, I love to party, but I know my goals, and I want to reach them. I want to be so succesfull that people WISHED they took my path and did what I did. Starting today, after I get some sleep…I will now start my MASTER PLAN to SUCCESS. Today…that will happen.

I just listened to Usher’s new song: “Scream”. R&B has truly ended. I remember when I used to listen to old Motown songs all the time (I can’t now then I wanna dance with my gf and I’m not with her right now…) but they are fucking TRUE songs. They sung with their heart and soul, and spoke about love, sorrow, anything really. THEY HAD REAL BANDS PLAYING REAL INSTRUMENTS…but now a days we got synthesizers and Auto-Tone…it’s horrible and everything sounds like that same club beat…and Rap is even decaying too..it’s starting to sound more and more RACHET by the year…wtf is going on with music…I love music cause I used to be able to relate to it, and invest my emotions into it…but now, their are very few artist right now that I can do that with….#TrueR&BNeedsAnComeBack  !!!!

All the sudden I got really sad….I really have no clue but it sucks and I’m trying to go to sleep -_-